Edgar Allan Poe (1809–1849).
Eleonora, The Fall of the House of Usher & The Purloined Letter.
The Harvard Classics Shelf of Fiction. 1917.
Eleonora
Sub conservatione formæ specificæ salva
anima.
—Raymond Lully
I AM come of a race noted for vigour of fancy and ardour of
passion. Men have called me mad, but the question is not yet settled whether
madness is or is not the loftiest intelligence, whether much that is glorious,
whether all that is profound, does not spring from disease of thought, from
moods of mind exalted at the expense of the general intellect. They who dream
by day are cognisant of many things which escape those who dream only by night.
In their grey visions they obtain glimpses of eternity, and thrill, in waking,
to find that they have been upon the verge of the great secret. In snatches
they learn something of the wisdom which is of good, and more of the mere
knowledge which is of evil. They penetrate, however rudderless or compassless,
into the vast ocean of the “night ineffable,” and again, like the adventures of
the Nubian geographer, “agressi sunt mare tenebrarum, quid in eo esset
exploraturi.”
We will say, then,
that I am mad. I grant, at least, that there are two distinct conditions of my
mental existence, the condition of a lucid reason not to be disputed, and
belonging to the memory of events forming the first epoch of my life, and a
condition of shadow and doubt, appertaining to the present, and to the
recollection of what constitutes the second great era of my being. Therefore,
what I shall tell of the earlier period, believe; and to what I may relate of
the later time, give only such credit as may seem due; or doubt it altogether;
or, if doubt it ye cannot, then play unto its riddle the dipus.
She whom I loved in
youth, and of whom I now pen calmly and distinctly these remembrances, was the
sole daughter of the only sister of my mother long departed. Eleonora was the
name of my cousin. We had always dwelt together, beneath a tropical sun, in the
Valley of the Many-Coloured Grass. No unguided footstep ever came upon that
vale, for it lay far away up among a range of giant hills that hung beetling
around about it, shutting out the sunlight from its sweetest recesses. No path
was trodden in its vicinity; and to reach our happy home there was need of
putting back with force the foliage of many thousands of forest trees, and of
crushing to death the glories of many millions of fragrant flowers. Thus it was
that we lived all alone, knowing nothing of the world without the valley—I, and
my cousin, and her mother.
From the dim regions
beyond the mountains at the upper end of our encircled domain, there crept out
a narrow and deep river, brighter than all save the eyes of Eleonora; and
winding stealthily about in mazy courses, it passed away at length through a
shadowy gorge, among hills still dimmer than those whence it had issued. We
called it the “River of Silence,” for there seemed to be a hushing influence in
its flow. No murmur arose from its bed, and so gently it wandered along that
the pearly pebbles upon which we loved to gaze, far down within its bosom,
stirred not at all, but lay in a motionless content, each in its own old
station, shining on gloriously for ever.
The margin of the
river, and of the many dazzling rivulets that glided through devious ways into
its channel, as well as the spaces that extended from the margins away down
into the depths of the streams until they reached the bed of pebbles at the
bottom, these spots, not less than the whole surface of the valley, from the
river to the mountains that girdled it in, were carpeted all by a soft green
grass, thick, short, perfectly even, and vanilla-perfumed, but so besprinkled
throughout with the yellow buttercup, the white daisy, the purple violet, and
the ruby-red asphodel, that its exceeding beauty spoke to our hearts in loud
tones of the love and of the glory of God.
And here and there,
in groves about this grass, like wildernesses of dreams, sprang up fantastic
trees, whose tall slender stems stood not upright, but slanted gracefully
towards the light that peered at noon-day into the centre of the valley. Their
bark was speckled with the vivid alternate splendour of ebony and silver, and
was smoother than all save the cheeks of Eleonora; so that but for the
brilliant green of the huge leaves that spread from their summits in long
tremulous lines, dallying with the zephyrs, one might have fancied them giant
serpents of Syria doing homage to their sovereign the sun.
Hand in hand about
this valley, for fifteen years, roamed I with Eleonora before love entered
within our hearts. It was one evening at the close of the third lustrum of her
life, and of the fourth of my own, that we sat locked in each other’s embrace,
beneath the serpent-like trees, and looked down within the waters of the River
of Silence at our images therein. We spoke no words during the rest of that
sweet day, and our words even upon the morrow were tremulous and few. We had
drawn the god Eros from that wave, and now we felt that he had enkindled within
us the fiery souls of our forefathers. The passions which had for centuries
distinguished our race came thronging with the fancies for which they had been
equally noted, and together breathed a delirious bliss over the Valley of the
Many-Coloured Grass. A change fell upon all things. Strange, brilliant flowers,
star-shaped, burst out upon the trees where no flowers had been known before.
The tints of the green carpet deepened, and when, one by one, the white daisies
shrank away, there sprang up in place of them, ten by ten of the ruby-red
asphodel. And life arose in our paths, for the tall flamingo, hitherto unseen,
with all gay glowing birds, flaunted his scarlet plumage before us. The golden
and silver fish haunted the river, out of the bosom of which issued, little by
little, a murmur that swelled at length into a lulling melody more divine than
that of the harp of Æolus, sweeter than all save the voice of Eleonora. And
now, too, a voluminous cloud, which we had long watched in the regions of
Hesper, floated out thence, all gorgeous in crimson and gold, and settling in
peace above us, sank day by day lower and lower until its edges rested upon the
tops of the mountains, turning all their dimness into magnificence, and
shutting us up as if for ever within a magic prison-house of grandeur and of
glory.
The loveliness of
Eleonora was that of the Seraphim; but she was a maiden artless and innocent as
the brief life she had led among the flowers. No guile disguised the fervour of
love which animated her heart, and she examined with me its inmost recesses as
we walked together in the Valley of the Many-Coloured Grass, and discoursed of
the mighty changes which had lately taken place therein.
At length, having
spoken one day, in tears, of the last sad change which must befall humanity,
she thenceforward dwelt only upon this one sorrowful theme, interweaving it
into all our converse, as, in the songs of the bard of Schiraz, the same images
are found occurring again and again in every impressive variation of phrase.
She had seen that
the finger of Death was upon her bosom—that, like the ephemeron, she had been
made perfect in loveliness only to die; but the terrors of the grave to her lay
solely in a consideration which she revealed to me one evening at twilight by
the banks of the River of Silence. She grieved to think that, having entombed
her in the Valley of the Many-Coloured Grass, I would quit for ever its happy
recesses, transferring the love which now was so passionately her own to some
maiden of the outer and every-day world.
And then and there I
threw myself hurriedly at the feet of Eleonora, and offered up a vow to herself
and to Heaven, that I would never bind myself in marriage to any daughter of
Earth—that I would in no manner prove recreant to her dear memory, or to the
memory of the devout affection with which she had blessed me. And I called the
Mighty Ruler of the Universe to witness the pious solemnity of my vow. And the
curse which I invoked of Him and of her, a saint in Elusion, should I prove
traitorous to that promise, involved a penalty the exceeding great horror of
which will not permit me to make record of it here. And the bright eyes of
Eleonora grew brighter at my words; and she sighed as if a deadly burthen had
been taken from her breast; and she trembled and very bitterly wept; but she
made acceptance of the vow (for what was she but a child?), and it made easy to
her the bed of her death. And she said to me, not many days afterwards,
tranquilly dying, that, because of what I had done for the comfort of her
spirit, she would watch over me in that spirit when departed, and, if so it
were permitted her, return to me visibly in the watches of the night; but, if
this thing were indeed beyond the power of the souls in Paradise, that she
would at least give me frequent indications of her presence; sighing upon me in
the evening winds, or filling the air which I breathed with perfume from the
censers of the angels. And, with these words upon her lips, she yielded up her
innocent life, putting an end to the first epoch of my own.
Thus far I have
faithfully said. But as I pass the barrier in Time’s path, formed by the death
of my beloved, and proceed with the second era of my existence, I feel that a
shadow gathers over my brain, and I mistrust the perfect sanity of the record.
But let me on.—Years dragged themselves along heavily, and still I dwelled
within the Valley of the Many-Coloured Grass; but a second change had come upon
all things. The star-shaped flowers shrank into the stems of the trees, and
appeared no more. The tints of the green carpet faded; and, one by one, the
ruby-red asphodels withered away; and there sprang up, in place of them, ten by
ten, dark, eye-like violets, that writhed uneasily and were ever encumbered
with dew. And Life departed from our paths; for the tall flamingo flaunted no
longer his scarlet plumage before us, but flew sadly from the vale into the
hills, with all the gay growing birds that had arrived in his company. And the
golden and silver fish swam down through the gorge at the lower end of our
domain, and bedecked the sweet river never again. And the lulling melody that
had been softer than the wind-harp of Æolus, and more divine than all save the
voice of Eleonora, it died little by little away, in murmurs growing lower and
lower, until the stream returned, at length, utterly into the solemnity of its
original silence; and then, lastly, the voluminous cloud uprose, and,
abandoning the tops of the mountains to the dimness of old, fell back into the
regions of Hesper, and took away all its manifold golden and gorgeous glories
from the Valley of the Many-Coloured Grass.
Yet the promises of
Eleonora were not forgotten; for I heard the sounds of the swinging of the
censers of the angels; and streams of a holy perfume floated ever and ever
about the valley; and at lone hours, when my heart beat heavily, the winds that
bathed my brow came unto me laden with soft sighs; and indistinct murmurs
filled often the night air; and once—oh, but once only! I was awakened from a
slumber, like the slumber of death, by the pressing of spiritual lips upon my
own. 13
But the void within
my heart refused, even thus, to be filled. I longed for the love which had
before filled it to overflowing. At length the valley pained me through its
memories of Eleonora, and I left it for ever for the vanities and the turbulent
triumphs of the world.
I found myself
within a strange city, where all things might have served to blot from
recollection the sweet dreams I had dreamed so long in the Valley of the
Many-Coloured Grass. The pomps and pageantries of a stately court, and the mad
clangour of arms, and the radiant loveliness of woman, bewildered and
intoxicated my brain. But as yet my soul had proved true to its vows, and the
indications of the presence of Eleonora were still given me in the silent hours
of the night. Suddenly, these manifestations ceased; and the world grew dark before
mine eyes; and I stood aghast at the burning thoughts which possessed—at the
terrible temptations which beset me; for there came from some far, far distant
and unknown land, into the gay court of the king I served, a maiden to whose
footstool I bowed down without a struggle in the most ardent, in the most
abject worship of love. What indeed was my passion for the young girl of the
valley in comparison with the fervour and the delirium, and the spirit-lifting
ecstasy of adoration with which I poured out my whole soul in tears at the feet
of the ethereal Ermengarde?—Oh, bright was the seraph Ermengarde! and in that
knowledge I had room for none other.—Oh, divine was the angel Ermengarde! and
as I looked down into the depths of her memorial eyes, I thought only of
them—and of her.
I wedded;—nor
dreaded the curse I had invoked; and its bitterness was not visited upon me.
And once—but once again in the silence of the night, there came through my
lattice the soft sighs which had forsaken me; and they modelled themselves into
familiar and sweet voice, saying—
“Sleep in peace!—for
the Spirit of Love reigneth and ruleth, and, in taking to thy passionate heart
her who is Ermengarde, thou art absolved, for reason which shall be made known
to thee in Heaven, of thy vows unto Eleonora.”
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